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Saturday 24 July 10 11:35
-Day 1- Your best friend-
-Day 2- Your crush-
-Day 3- Your parents-
-Day 4- Your sibling (or closest relative)-
-Day 5- Your dreams-
-Day 6- A stranger-
Day 7- Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8- Your favorite internet friend
Day 9- Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10- Some you don't talk to as much as you'd like to
Day 11- A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12- The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13- Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14- Someone you've drifted away from
Day 15- The person you miss most
Day 16- Someone that's not in your state/country
Day 17- Someone from your childhood
Day 18- The person you wish you could be
Day 19- Someone that pesters you mind- good or bad
Day 20- The one that broke your heart the hardest 
Day 21- Someone you judged by their first impression 
Day 22- Someone you want to give a second chance to 
Day 23- The last person you kissed 
Day 24- The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25- the person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26- The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27- The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28- Someone that changed your life
Day 29- The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30- Your reflection in the mirror
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Really?
I've missed five days?
Sorry?
Eh.
Anyways, on with it!

Day 2:
Dear, no one.
    Thank you for making me realize what's important right now, which is not replacing that "no one" with someone's Actual name. I don't need or want a boyfriend right now. The guys at my school aren't worth my time anyways. Not any that I've met. I'm going to try not to date anything my sophomore year, I just need to focus one getting into Governor's School Residential. I'm not going to let some guy screw that up. So, yeah. Thank you. Why didn't I meet you when I was dating all those boneheads?? Love You Lots(:
Laura

Day 3:
Dear Mama,
    I just want you to know that I love you. You're probably going to learn some things about me later in my life that I'm ashamed for you to know. I'm not ready to tell you myself, and I doubt I ever will but I just want you to know that no matter what, I'm going to always be the same daughter I was before. I haven't changed, so please don't judge me and love me anyways? I love you. Thank you for everything you've ever done for me, you have no idea just how much I appreciate you. Sometimes, I'll admit it, I wish we had a better relationship. Sometimes I feel like I just can't come to you with things that every girl should be able to talk to her mother about. Maybe that's cliche to say, but I really wish I could tell you about problems going on in my life. (Because yes, I do have problems believe it or not.) And sometimes, I get mad at you, but at the end of the day I will always love you. Thank you, Mama. 
Love, 
Laura.

Dear Daddy,
   I love you so much. You're the best dad I could ever ask for, and I feel like since you and mom got divorced that you and I have really grown in our relationship. Honestly, (In a not incest way?) I hope that I can meet a man just like you and marry him. I really look up to you, and I honestly think you're one of the greatest men on this planet. -President Lincoln and MLKJ aside. You've been a great father to me and William and I'm glad that God (If there is one,) chose you to be my dad. Thank you for always being there for me, and trying as hard as you are. You're the best, I love you!
Love, 
Laura

Day 4:
Dear William,
    We might be the only siblings on the face of this earth who have a great relationship. You're the only one in the family who knows about this blog, and considering the fact that you're 8 and most girl's kid brother's would be ratting her out, you're pretty awesome(: You're in the armchair in my room sleeping, which is what I can't do right now and it's driving me crazy. I can't wait to watch you grow up and be here for you when it would be awkward to talk to mom or dad. Yeah, I know you worship at their feet not, but your time will come(: We're 8 years apart, but you really understand me and we always have fun together. "I radiation you"(:  I'll see you in a few hours when we get up so we can do something for your cubscouts den. You know I sorted the m&m's for that? Yeah, okay. See you in the morning. Love You(:
Love,
Laura

Day 5:
Dear Dreams,
   To which dreams this is referring to, I'm unsure. So I'm going to write to the real ones. Governor's School Residential. I will get you. I'm going to work hard, exercise my writing skills, and rock my audition. I need to get out of this hellhole of a town, and why not go somewhere where I can do something I love? I'm not giving up. I will get in. You'll see. This is real for me, and I'm not letting myself down again. I just wanted to let you know. Kthxbye,(:
Love,
Laura

Day 6:
Dear stranger,
   I want to meet a stranger and pour out everything to them, with out them thinking I'm crazy. I want them to stay in my life. I want them to love me, I don't care which way. And they'll be the most important person in my life. There's just some insane appeal to not be scared of who I am and how you're going to take it. So dear Stranger, when I meet you, be ready and don't run. I'm sure I'll love you,
Love,
Laura
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Sorry for the overload!
I was lazy.
But tonight I couldn't sleep.
So there ya go(:
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Sunday 18 July 10 20:42
-Day 1- Your best friend-
Day 2- Your crush
Day 3- Your parents
Day 4- Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5- Your dreams
Day 6- A stranger
Day 7- Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8- Your favorite internet friend
Day 9- Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10- Some you don't talk to as much as you'd like to
Day 11- A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12- The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13- Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14- Someone you've drifted away from
Day 15- The person you miss most
Day 16- Someone that's not in your state/country
Day 17- Someone from your childhood
Day 18- The person you wish you could be
Day 19- Someone that pesters you mind- good or bad
Day 20- The one that broke your heart the hardest 
Day 21- Someone you judged by their first impression 
Day 22- Someone you want to give a second chance to 
Day 23- The last person you kissed 
Day 24- The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25- the person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26- The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27- The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28- Someone that changed your life
Day 29- The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30- Your reflection in the mirror
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Dear Cassidy,
I love you, BWWG. How long has it been? About 3 years now? Wow. So much can happen in 3 years. I'm so proud to call you my best friend, you're such an amazing person. You're away at Governor's School right now, dancing your heart out. I can't wait to see you when you come home(: I have so much to tell you, about Brittney, Steve, gack, it's all just a mess. I just wanted to let you know that no matter what anyone ever says, you're beautiful and can do anything you set your mind to. Forget everyone who makes it hard (You know who I'm talking about..) because they don't and could never understand. Don't let them get to you because you don't deserve it. I know you've been through a lot, and I know that maybe some of it was my fault, but if anyone's less deserving of other people's shit, it's you. You're perfect (Yes, I know I said that,) just as you are. "I like your head", and your head needs to hurry up and get back home! It's been a long time since I've seen my BWWG(: Fuck all that mushy crap I said up there, just know that I love you and so do the rest of our friends and that's all that matters(: (But I love you most. XP Haha,)
I'll see you soon. Love,
Laura, BWWG, Lover, Clercc, 

PS: You're the best 28minute older sister in the whole wide world(:
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Sunday 18 July 10 06:57
Confession Contest.
If you look close,
you may notice I didn't mark them all.
Not nearly all of them.
I don't prefer safety pins.







Sorry.
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The words tickled her ears
and she remembered all the times she heard them.
Knowing that this time,
they really didn't mean anything more
than just three syllables. 
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She's tired.
Her fingers are lagging
plugging in stitches 
like a thumb print memory

She's getting old.
Her hair hangs in her face
like fish scales 
on her siren face.
She's dancing.
Dancing in her sort-of garden
somewhere in the middle
with hands she's known her whole life
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